B.E.T.T.E.R

I feel relief bcoz the presentation was not bad. Compared with the previous presentation, I was 'zero' about the project. Almost every line was presented by my team leader. But yesterday was different.

photo taken few days before

~rushing~

there are many thing I want to write here. but unfortunately, i don't wanna spend to much for this since i will have a presentation tomorrow. i will edit this entry and write everything here wholeheartedly later.. see you then

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updated

It has been 3weeks I join the course. Supposely there are many knowledge I got from the course. Instead of paying attention and graps every opportunity to gain my knowledge, I always sleepy and keep yawning.

"One Step At A Time"

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

It will be deep down..

I started the VLSI JobCamp with SyMMiD on Oct 13th,Monday. In the beginning I though that is a layout drawing course because it is IC Design field, and because I do love layout drawing. However, I think this is an opportunity for me to learn other things. It is digital design course. In the course, I have to write programs in Verilog and implement them into the Spartan3E FPGA board. Today, I didn't come to the course, I got fever since 2 days ago. Worriness keep hunting my head because we will have a proposal presentation for our project next week on Monday. I don't think I can impress the management...hurmmm.

the last memory

This week is the final week for me working with the tuition centre. What I can see that I become more close with the childrens especially the 'day care' childrens. I do my work better than before. I serve their lunch and even cook for them although it only some fried egg..hehe. I was also company them to take baths. I will missing them when I started my course. The children that would stick in my memory..I think the one and only Anna. A child that lost her father in her young age; 7 years old child. The chubby little girl that always touch my heart.. Tommorrow will be the final day, I wish I could give my very best for her and those children. Wish me the best!

this is anna. she having her lunch that i serve; telur goreng..haha

anna and me before she went to rumah terbuka hospital selayang

this is sammy. she's cute, isnt she?

Lina, Anna's sister. Sometimes she's so naughty and make Anna crying

Me and Anna again...

NeW oPPoRtuNiTy

Early in the morning, a kindergarten teacher brought me a good news. She planned a tuition for primary school childrens in our community. She asked me to be one of the teachers to teach those children. She will do a paperwork and submit to DBKL. If the proposal approved, I will have "a lot" side income..heeee

Approved!

On last Monday, I got a call from Mr.Hairol. He said that I was in the rejected list to join the VLSI Job Camp. However, he promised to overcome the issue and asked me to come to his office as soon as possible. He said that I have been rejected because I stated in the employment status as promising job, not unemployed. I have to edit the employment status and resend the form to him.

Yesterday, I went to his office at Kelana Jaya to sign the offer letter. In the meeting, he promised to resend my application to MDec and will contact me to inform any news. By the evening, he called me and inform that my application had approved. Therefore, I will start the program on next Monday, 13 October.