last post in 2008

lets recall what had happen in year 2008...
1. my first teaching experience was in May while i became a tutor in tuition center.
2. i got an offer to join semiconductor chip design with shrdc but the course takes times to start
3. i attend an interview as helpdesk with teletech and i got the job, but after a month of training then get terminated
4. i continued became a tutor till i got an offer to join vlsi jobcamp with symmid for 2 months
5. there's 1 more, i had experience during national election in March

.unsuccessful.

yesterday i got a call from computertots' representative,Kenny. he called regarding to my application as technology facilitator whose will conduct computer classes. i saw a hope there even though i don't know the result. at least someone had reply and response for my application.

today, i checked the status of the application in the jobstreet. unfortunately, i don't get the opportunity to join the computertots. it's ok for me, i will take it as "bukan rezeki aku". i will keep trying to get a job. i wont give up.

it changed!

Looks like the blog is quite boring recently. Why? It's because there's no improvement in my life for career point of view. Frankly speaking, I have no job, no career la!

However, my daily life is quite interesting. Hurm maybe not too interesting but at least I got things to do. I went to my mom's hometown, I went to waterfall, attend wedding orang... visit Melaka. Well, I enjoy my life!

Maybe I should to change this blog to not specified just for my career but the story of my life..entire life, maybe. I can make it as my non-secret online diary..haha


20 Dec, OTW to kampung sagil


yeah! on the evening we went to Gunung Ledang..!


sampai dah..

hehehe.. Iman kata kitorg pakai selipar PAS

berjalan masuk ke kawasan air terjun..kna cari port baek punye


woo sejuk..best sgt. dah lebih 6 thn xg cni
saya yang kebasahan n xbwk baju utk salin

esoknya kami attend wedding sarah, anak sedara mak di Melaka

pastu kami rounder² bdr Melaka..g Perigi Hang Tuah dlu
solat di Masjid Selat Melaka
K.A.M.I
ptg tu sblm blk umah Mbah, kami singgah mkn mee rebus n cendol
Isnin 22th Dec, singgah Bdr Hilir sbb Abah ade kje d Jbtn Laut
Amik kesempatan bergmbr di atas bot berlatarbelakang Eye On Msia
kunun² aje tu..huhu
Merenung..bilakah rezeki akan tiba?

I am confuse!

"Don't let the time hold your future", this quote makes my mind goes confuse with the other one; "Time is doesn't matter of being the best". Which one is the most right principle?

P/S The confusion makes my English become worst..huhu

Pengaruh-Iklan

Ermm..sedap btol tengok prosperity burger kat advert tu. Macam nak lagi je..huhu. Dua hari lepas dah makan ngn Aleen. Hehe it was on her treat.. Sedap walaupun kurang sos lada hitam. Tapi the nu size is quite small, dulu agak besar dan leper tapi sekarang kecil sikit dan lebal (rotinya aje). Dulu makan hampir separuh pun dah kenyang. Kalau dihabiskan, mesti bloated la..hehehe. Tapi baru ni, dah makan lebih separuh pun rasa boleh telan lagi. Hehehe..tak tau la mungkin sebab lapar sangat kot. Huuu..sedapnya! Nak lagi..nak lagi!

updated January 17,2009
hari kedua bertemu sang kekasih, saya dan dia memesan prosperity burger. sekali lagi saya makan dengan lahapnya. hahaha..lapar tambahan pula sudah masuk waktu lunch. habis sebiji burger saya makan, tapi cik abang saya makan separuh aje. nampak sangat la kuatnya saya makan. ye ke? xjuga sebenarnya, cuma dia xtahan pedas je. kami memesannya di KL Sentral dan terus lepak² di situ hingga 2 jam.

wahai_serangga_perosak

Td aku ke KLCC berjumpa dengan Aleen sambil ambil borang volunteer di Petrosains. Dalam perjalanan ke KLCC dengan tren dari stesen Masjid Jamek, aku diganggu dengan gibberish speech oleh seorang lelaki Cina. Entah apa la yang dibebelkan dia. Mula-mula aku masuk tren, aku ingatkan dia bercakap dengan dua orang putih yang duduk sebelah aku. Tapi setelah aku perhatikan betul-betul, rupa-rupanya dia membebel sorang-sorang. Aku fikir mungkin dia seorang yang tak peduli dengan orang lain dan punya tahap keyakinan yang tinggi dimana dia sedang berlatih untuk bercakap dalam interview. Tapi memang tak berapa jelas apa yang dia cakapkan. Cuma yang dapat aku tangkap, dia cakap pasal pilihanraya. Entah pilihanraya yang baru berakhir di America atau pilihanraya Malaysia bulan March lepas. Nak kata dia tu tak betul, nampaknya berpakaian seperti org baru balik kerja siap dengan beg ala-ala briefcase lagi. Silap la jangkaan awal aku tadi. Dekat-dekat nak sampai di stesen Dang Wangi, aku tengok dia berdiri dan sedia untuk keluar dari tren. Sebelum dia keluar bait-bait ni yang aku dapat tangkap dengan jelas, ”I’ll be elected in the next election. I’m definitely sure about this. They, the Malay doesn’t know this because they don’t read English newspaper”. Hahaha..whatever la. Memanglah tak ramai orang Melayu baca surahkhabar omputih, itu memang tak dapat dinafikan. Aku bukan racist dan bukan tujuan aku menulis untuk mengutuk dia, tapi terkilan jugalah apabila dia mengkritik bangsaku dengan sinis. Ala..dia pun apa kurangnya, kan? Tak betul! Weng!

cadangnya.macam.tu.la

Bulan ni bulan terakhir Aleen kje kat sini, dan selepas tu dia akan pulang ke Kuching. Hari Rabu ni pula, dia ada kempen kat Alor Star. Terlanjur dia nak ke Utara, aku nak kirimkan hadiah untuk Atif.

Hari ni atau esok, aku bercadang nak g Petrosains untuk serahkan hadiah ni. Terlanjur juga aku ke sana, aku cadang nak hantar resume kat situ. Manalah tau ada rezeki aku kat situ plak kan. Kebetulan Aleen nak resign, maybe ade la kekosongan kat situ. Tapi nampaknya hari ni tak dapat la aku g. Esok, by hook or by crook aku kena g gak.

"Untung sabut timbul, untung batu tenggelam"

Ermm...kot

Diam tak diam, dah dekat hujung tahun pun kita ni. Dah 10 hari pun kita di bulan 12, beberapa minggu lagi kita akan masuk tahun yang baru. Huh..dan diam tak diam jugak, dah setahun aku habis study dan dah 4 bulan aku grad. Tapi kenyataan yang harus diterima, aku masih takde kerjaya tetap..weeee =D

Aku antara orang-orang yang lambat rezekinya sampai..kot. Sabar..sabar, keuntungan akan datang juga bagi orang-orang yang sabar. Aku amek satu contoh, collegemate aku di UniMAP. Lama juga dia tak punya kerjaya tetap/mantap. Dan berkat kesabaran dia, awal bulan ini dia diterima sebagai Intel's employee. Wahaa..Intel tu.

Sekarang ni, tak kiralah kje ape pun, aku akan amek je peluang yang ada. Dua malam yang lepas siap mimpi lagi..hahaha. Aku mimpi bertanya pada CkLa ade tak kje kosong as operator kat Sony. Aku tak kira kje ape, yang penting dapat gain experience and knowledge. Selain dapat isi masa lapang, dapat jugak la duit poket kan.

Simpan la sikit2 janji ada kan. Ehehe..mna tau bleh simpan untuk majlis ke (gatal!). Cik abang pun xkje lagi, baru je abis praktikal. Ntah spital mna la amek dia nanti, tu pun kna tunggu 2 3 bulan. Alamak, lambat la aku kawin..waaa tak tahan rindu =(

Mulakan Sekali Lagi

JobCamp dah tamat. VLSI Programme accomplished! It's time for job hunting. Susahnya nak dapatkan dream job. Anyhow, I must try..

I like to move it..move it

Smlm demi memujuk dak Alim yang merajuk sbb mak xbwk dia g Perak, aku dgn rela hati mengajak dia tgk muvi. Madagascar 2 Escape to Africa untuk 3 orang; dak Alim, Effa n aku. Nak ajak Iman, tp dia plak dh ilang dlu p town.

Kul 11.30am aku ngn dak2 kecik tu kuar umah then amek bus p Sogo (tgu bus lebih 1/2 jam tu, dlm bus plak siap ttdo lagi dak Alim..hehe). Dr Sogo aku dera dorg jalan kaki smpai CapSquare. Sampai awal gak la, kul 1.
Naik kt tgkt 3 for TGV then beli tiket paling awal; kul 2.30pm. Lambat lagi ni…p solat dlu kt tgkt2. Lps solat igt nak bg dorg mkn KFC dlu sbb ade kupon dr Maxis yg blm guna lagi. Tp unfortunately xde KFC kt CapSquare, so nak xnak dorg makan roti je kt De’ Bread.


Lps makan kitorg jjln dlm CapSquare yg agak xbest tu. Amek2 gmbr la pe lagi.. Lama lagi tu nak smpai kul 2.30pm. Agak2 dh bosan, kitorg pun naik balik ke TGV. “Kak, Effa nak popcorn”..sure aku beli sbb mmg aku nk beli klu pn dia mintak. I wanna give what the best for them to enjoy the day.

Dkt2 kul 2.30pm, kitorg pun masuk cinema slps popcorn tu tinggal 3/4 cup..hehehe. Opss..sblm masuk, amek gmbr dlu. Hahaha! Biasalah sblm muvi start, mesti ade iklan2 diorg nk tayang. Dak Alim dh sebok tnya bila nak mula, aku pun dh penat nak jwp. Bila dh mula, dia asik ketawa aje. Citer best..
CapSquare baru je open utk pengunjung, aku rasa baru 2 3 bulan ni je. Jd xbyk outlet yg ade kt ctu. Agak bosan la sbb xle nk cuci mata sgt. So lps abis muvi, kitorg pun nak balik la. Tapi…ujan daa, lebat plak tu. “Xpe2…kita tgu je dlm ni smpai ujan reda ek”
Agak2 dh reda, kitorg pun berjalan p bus stop. Smpai bus stop, ujan lebat balik. Tiba2 aku dgn suara yg agak menjengkelkan tp kesian. “Adik lapar la”..aik bkn dh makan ke td. “Adik nk KFC”…huhu. Klu ujan xlebat, aku mmg nak bwk dorg p KFC tepi Pertama Kompleks tu. Dh ujan lebat sgt, xdpt la.
Smpai je bus, aku bayar RM3.50 untuk ke Intan Baiduri. “Nnt smpai umah kita mkn ek. KFC tu len kali la..tgu mak blk dr Perak k. Esok2 nt kita mkn KFC eh”. Dgn muka toya, dak Alim anggukkan aje. Hehehe..

FaReWeLL

Today is the last day of the VLSI JobCamp programme. We have such a nice day today. Yes of course we don't have to worry about another project or something. We done our project and we did greatly. We perform well in the programme.

we were listen for the first group presentation..my group was 2nd

After every groups present and demo their project, we had a simple graduation ceremony. The COO presented our certificates and we had short photography session. Everybody seem very happy because we have certificates that worth MYR36K and will be beneficial to us. The best part is SyMMiD also treat us with 2 barrel KFC.

COO; Wilson presented my cert


we were having KFC


We went back home before 5 and hope some day, we will meet again. Farewell guyz!!

Wilson-Sam-Gaffar-Lan-Fendy-Ammin-Azree-Hairol-Mr.Farid

Beah-Jo-Zamree-Che Su-~Me~

MSC Malaysia JobCamp (VLSI Programme) BATCH OCT-DEC 2008

Promoting the next opening course =D

tension aku

Course tinggal 2 hari je lagi so banyak la last minute kje yang terlambak. Nak wat report lagi…nak prepare slide lagi…nak present lagi. En.Hairol plak sibuk suh update resume untuk forward pada company2 lain. Tension btol aku mgu ni.
Hari ni lagi la…trainer punya suara yang loud tu wat aku tension sgt. Dia naik geram pada coursemate sampaikan dia naik suara. Aku penah rasa camtu bila dia terangkan pada aku tapi aku x paham2. Jadi aku dapat rasa mcm mana tertekan n blurr nye keadaan tu. Perasaan tu terbawa2 td bila dia kuatkan suara dia. Hehehe punya la xtahan, aku kuar jap nyibuk kt En.Hairol.
Aku bertanggungjawap atas report. Tapi sampi ptg td aku cuma dapat taip utk 8 pages je. Kurang2 mahu 20 pages lagi nak kena karang. English dah la agak hampeh…huhuhu.

blame on me!

2 minggu xdtg course. Project dh disiapkn dgn 2 lg group members. Td called sorg group member, "dh ko xdtg lama sgt"... Adoi bkn xnk dtg, dh sakit kan. Seriously, mmg rasa xbest sgt skg ni. Sure mesti ade yg akan pertikai contribution aku dlm project tu. Aku xnk slhkn sesape dlm hal ni tp aku terkilan gak bila aku mntk diorg send slide presentation last week, xde sorg pun nk send. Sure aku blurr mgu dpn bila trainer tnya aku psl project. Nt nmpk sgt la aku xde bg pape sumbangan dlm project tu. Arghhh...rasa cm nk nangis je!

cuti lagi

ptg smlm p clinic, doc kata xblh lg p course. cukup la 2 jam cmpur dlm bilik class, the virus will be spread. tak pasal2 sume org blh kena. so nk xnk, wlaupun dh bosan duk umah, xblh la p course lg. en.hairol dh call smlm suh dtg awal cket sbb next week will be the final week for the course. mesti dh byk sgt yg tertinggal, rugi la.

Andai.Ku.Tahu

andai kutahu
kapan tiba ajalku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

andai kutahu
kapan tiba masaku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

aku takut
akan semua dosa dosaku
aku takut
dosa yang terus membayangiku

andai kutahu
malaikatMu kan menjemputku
izinkan aku
mengucapkan kata tobat padaMu

ampuni aku
dari segala dosa dosaku
ampuni aku
menangisku bertobat padamu
aku manusia
yang takut neraka
namun aku juga
tak pantas di surga

d.o.s.a

Bila aku katakan rindu, aku benar2 maksudkannya. Aku dambakan dirimu di saat2 itu kerana aku perlukan kamu di sisiku. Sering terasa aku terlalu mengikut perasaan, menangisi ketiadaanmu di sisi. Kadangkala aku merasa berdosa kerana mendambakan kamu. Kau bukan hak aku untuk aku dambakan. Kita masih belum punya sebarang ikatan. Terasa malu dan berdosa pada Dia kerana jarang sekali aku merindui-Nya. Di kala itu, hati membentak bilakah kita akan disatukan. Pada usia kita ini, sudah sewajarnya kita mempunyai ikatan tapi keadaan masih tak mengizinkan. Aku akan cuba memahami dan menghadapi rindu ini.

Kalau takut dilambung ombak, jangan berumah di tepi pantai. Kalau takut menanggung rindu, jangan bercinta =)

i.wonder

Today, I supposed to have a project presentation with my friends. Unfortunately I cannot make it because of the ill. I wonder how it goes by. I wonder whether my group members managed to done well for the presentation or not. I feel uncomfortable and being unfair to them.

B.E.B.E.L

Busannye duk umah.. Rasa mcm dh sehat dh tp luka xkering lg. Busan2..xble g mana2 plak tu. Hah..esok ade presentation project kt SyMMiD tp sbbkan masih dlm MC, xble la g.
Duk umah je..aku pon dh jd malas. Malas gerak, malas pk… Otak pon jd sempit =p. Hari2 bgn tdo, sarap dlu. Tgk tv, dlm kul 10 baru g mndi. Mndi air pnas je hari2. Air sejuk xmo.. Pastu duk dlm bilik men internet..busan2 kuar tgk tv plak. Smpi masa mkn; mkn bubur plak tu. Mkn bubur mna kenyang, kejap2 mkn. Cara idup org pemalas kan..
Klu masa sehat tu, pg2 dh gerak g course. Kul 8:30 dh smpi KJ, start class kul 9. Kul 12-1:30 lunch hour; mkn n solat. Sambung class smpai kul 5. Sblm balik, solat Asar dlu. Kul 5:30 baru dpt bus ke LRT KJ. Selalunya dekat kul 8:30 baru smpai umah. Rasa la kepadatan jadual harian tu. Tp bila duk umah ni, hari2 busan =[

Cerita di PPUM

Tengah malam Sabtu lepas aku minta Abang Apis bawa aku g hospital. Aku sakit dada bila menelan, even telan air pun sakit. Abang Apis bawa aku ke PPUM. Disebabkan Adik Shukor pernah kerja kat sana, kitorang bawa dia sekali supaya proses jadi senang.

Sampai kat sana, buat pendaftaran dan terus masuk ruang rawatan. Ramai orang sana usik Adik Shukor, ingatkan aku ni awek dia la. Tapi yang paling tak best, impression yang sorang nurse berikan pada aku. "Eaa..campak. Alamak!". Sedih aku dengar dia kata camtu, siap pakai sarung tangan hanya untuk check bp dan denyut jantung. Hina sangat ke orang yang kena chicken pox ni?

Aku terkilan dengan sikap dia sebagai nurse yang ada sifat bias terhadap patient. "Bukan tak nak guna tangan, tapi takut berjangkit". Adik Shukor pun jawap "Kalau dah pernah kena, takkan kena lagi kot". Tak mengalah, nurse tu cakap "Kalau Allah kata nak kena, tak kira lah dah kena ke belum". Haaa tau pun, kalau dengan sikap kamu yang tak ikhlas melayan pesakit, tak mustahil kamu akan terkena lagi.

Selepas tu, aku terpaksa tunggu untuk setengah jam hingga Dr. sampai. Dibiarkan sorang2 kat kerusi rawatan tu. Ada sorang nurse lain dah pegang dah fail aku, bila dia nampak aku je terus dia letak balik fail tu. Sedih betul rasa nak menangis, aku betul2 sakit dada bukan main2. Kalau tak sakit, aku tak datang. Boleh diorg buat cmtu pada patient, boleh plak pilih2 patient.

Aku ceritakan sakit aku pada Dr. Dia kata memang ada kemungkinan luka di dalam sebab ada kes chicken pox kena sampai ke peparu. Tapi mungkin juga aku gastrik aje, jadi dia bagi MMT untuk legakan sakit di dada. Kalau dalam masa 3 4 hari tak OK, datang balik ke sana. Dia juga bagi aku MC 13 hari sampai 28/Nov.

) = CHICKEN CHOP...opss POX!

) = pastinya ambil masa dua minggu untuk pulih sepenuhnya. Dan pada masa tu, course pun about to finish. Ermm...tak lengkap la course, tak dapat la sijil. Project lagi...adoiii! Kalau tak fikirkan kebarangkalian yang mungkin berlaku, akan aku datang je course tu. Tapi, nanti ada pula yang berjangkit. Aku pun tak tau mana aku dapat virus ni. Agaknya dapat dalam kesesakan train atau bus kot. Arghh..tak pedulilah mana aku dapat, dah terkena pun. Yang aku gusarkan apakah yang aku terlepas sepanjang aku bercuti, dengan project yang masih belum siap lagi. Aku tak mahu project tu dibereskan tanpa aku. Aku bimbang nanti akan wujud cakap-cakap yang mengatakan tiada contribution dari aku dalam project tu.

demam.ada.makna

“Ntah-ntah asyik demam ni, nak kena chickenpox kot”, tu la kata-kata mak dua tiga hari sebelum tanda-tandanya muncul. Memang masin mulut mak. Aku dah mula bingung, apa nak jadi ngan course aku. Course tu tinggal tiga minggu je lagi, kalau aku kena chickenpox mahunya amek masa dua minggu untuk pulih sepenuhnya. Banyak la module course yang aku terlepas. Kalau-kalau yang aku fikirkan tu semua dah jadi kenyataan dah, nak buat camne kan. Takde la sampai menyalahkan takdir, mesti ada hikmah yang tersirat yang masih belum nampak. Sejak mak mula cakap cmtu, aku pun bersoaljawap ngn mak, “Kecik-kecik dulu adik tak penah kena ke mak?” Hah sekarang la kena, dah dulu kecik-kecik tak penah kena kan..

Deme Sokmo!


2 bln ni aku selalu demam. Ia bermula pd akhir Ramadhan, even 1 Syawal pn aku demam. Kira2 dh 5 6 kali la aku demam dlm msa 2 bln ni. Hari xdtg course sbb demam la. Mlm td p Klinik Fatimah, Dr.Taha bg MC 2 hari. Anyway, aku rancang nk p esok wlpn dpt 2 hari MC. Hari ni aku nk rehat kt umh smbil wat coding. Pushpa expect kami dpt combine all submodule dlm msa 2 hari ni, so aku xle la cuti lama. Aku kna consider group members yg lain. Kna la berkorban cket kan..?

wut a special present!

yesterday was my birthday. i got a birthday cake from my S.I.L who actually bought the cake for my brother. it was delicious chocolate cake from secret recipe.
somehow, the i got the most pleasant surprise in the evening. hehehe..i got ketumbit on my eye lid. wahaha what a special birthday present i have. i planned to going out yesterday, but i have to cancelled because of it. nevertheless, i don’t regret it at all. i manage to vanish the “blemish” today; in the morning.
today, i have thing to do; i have to finish my project coding. by next week, i have to combine all of submodules in my project. by hook or by crook, i have to do it eventhough i have no mood. besides, it is raining day…hahaha that is the additional reason.
~ loser have many reasons ~

i.m 2.4 y.e.a.r.s y.o.u.n.g n.o.w

Today is my 24th birthday. Nevertheless, there is nothing special for me today. Anyhow, I got a birthday cake that I shared with my brother whose birthday on 7 Nov. My sister-in-law bought a delicious chocolate cake from Secret Recipe. In the evening, I got very special present. When I woke up after take a nap, I realize that "ketumbit" on my eye-lid. Hehehe...lucky me. Thank to Allah, today is Saturday. So I have one more day to eliminates the "ketumbit". Wish me luck! Hehehe...

LOVE vs. IN LOVE

what’s the different between love and in love? do i in love right now? or i just loving him? these question keep crossing in mind my recently. I’ve been wondering since i had a talk with my friend.
honestly, i think that i love him but not been in love yet. somehow, he never tried to made me feel that way; feel like flying at the sky… he is not that type of guy. however, it doesn’t mean i have to broke up with him. doesn’t mean at all.
i just think that i will feel in love right after i get married. love after marriage is more fun, maybe. whatever it is, i know that he love me, and i love him too.

Splendid November! Why?

  1. Because I was born in November 1984
  2. Because both of my elder brothers was born in this month also
  3. Because I start to love him in this month; last year
  4. Because my friends was born in November, too
  5. Because it is November :p and I love November

Happy birthday to me..
Happy birthday to my brothers..
Happy birthday, my friends..

I HATE FLU.. I LOVE SAVINGS

I'm not feeling well lately. I keep having flu and my body temperature is increase. I got headache that make me lost focus in the class. I always sleepy and keep yawning. What a shame!
"Journey" that takes for about 3 hours to home with public transport become more annoying and exhausting. Somehow, what I heard in the LRT train from Kelana Jaya to Pasar Seni this evening cheer me up. Usually I always hear the "skema" voice everyday, "Tee Nee Neet...Stesen berikutnya Taman Bahagia. Next station, Taman Bahagia", but this evening was different. "Tee Nee Nee Nee Neet (Digi sound)..Stesen berikutnya, Taman Bahagia (cheerly). Next station, Taman Bahagia. Save ur bill with our special plan...bla..bla. I love savings. Digi Postpaid. Tee Nee Nee Nee Neet (Digi sound)"

Hehehe..for me it is very amusing because that is the first time I hear it. I smile : ) for a while. Hehehe.. Another reason is that I didn't hear it in the morning I took the train.


B.E.T.T.E.R

I feel relief bcoz the presentation was not bad. Compared with the previous presentation, I was 'zero' about the project. Almost every line was presented by my team leader. But yesterday was different.

photo taken few days before

~rushing~

there are many thing I want to write here. but unfortunately, i don't wanna spend to much for this since i will have a presentation tomorrow. i will edit this entry and write everything here wholeheartedly later.. see you then

* * * * * * * * * * * * *
updated
It has been 3weeks I join the course. Supposely there are many knowledge I got from the course. Instead of paying attention and graps every opportunity to gain my knowledge, I always sleepy and keep yawning.

"One Step At A Time"

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

It will be deep down..

I started the VLSI JobCamp with SyMMiD on Oct 13th,Monday. In the beginning I though that is a layout drawing course because it is IC Design field, and because I do love layout drawing. However, I think this is an opportunity for me to learn other things. It is digital design course. In the course, I have to write programs in Verilog and implement them into the Spartan3E FPGA board. Today, I didn't come to the course, I got fever since 2 days ago. Worriness keep hunting my head because we will have a proposal presentation for our project next week on Monday. I don't think I can impress the management...hurmmm.

the last memory


This week is the final week for me working with the tuition centre. What I can see that I become more close with the childrens especially the 'day care' childrens. I do my work better than before. I serve their lunch and even cook for them although it only some fried egg..hehe. I was also company them to take baths. I will missing them when I started my course. The children that would stick in my memory..I think the one and only Anna. A child that lost her father in her young age; 7 years old child. The chubby little girl that always touch my heart.. Tommorrow will be the final day, I wish I could give my very best for her and those children. Wish me the best!

this is anna. she having her lunch that i serve; telur goreng..haha

anna and me before she went to rumah terbuka hospital selayang

this is sammy. she's cute, isnt she?

Lina, Anna's sister. Sometimes she's so naughty and make Anna crying

Me and Anna again...

NeW oPPoRtuNiTy

Early in the morning, a kindergarten teacher brought me a good news. She planned a tuition for primary school childrens in our community. She asked me to be one of the teachers to teach those children. She will do a paperwork and submit to DBKL. If the proposal approved, I will have "a lot" side income..heeee

Approved!

On last Monday, I got a call from Mr.Hairol. He said that I was in the rejected list to join the VLSI Job Camp. However, he promised to overcome the issue and asked me to come to his office as soon as possible. He said that I have been rejected because I stated in the employment status as promising job, not unemployed. I have to edit the employment status and resend the form to him.

Yesterday, I went to his office at Kelana Jaya to sign the offer letter. In the meeting, he promised to resend my application to MDec and will contact me to inform any news. By the evening, he called me and inform that my application had approved. Therefore, I will start the program on next Monday, 13 October.

16 Sept 2008

Today is 16 September 2008. Huhuhu...I thought something will happen to our beloved country; Malaysia as they had said lately. Hurm...I don't know, maybe they have reasons why there was nothing happen today. Go back to my career life, I got a replied from Mr.Hairol regarding to my application to join VLSI JobCamp. He said that I am selected to join the program and the program will start after Eid.

I'm happy with myself

Last week I got a call from Lawrence. Since I was not attended the interview with their client, I am not selected to join the project with the client. I got the call when I was in the tuition center; I work there. Therefore, I got no promising job now. Meanwhile, the owner of the tuition center offered me to work with her from 1200 to 1800 every Mon to Fri until this Dec. She offered me with RM800 monthly, it's include teaching salary. Ermm..honestly it's not enough to me but I won't hesitate to take the offer since I got no job recently.

"It's ok. This is normal"

Yesterday I went to PA office in PJ. I suppose to have an interview with AVG, PA's client. Half an hour before I planned to go, I got stomachache and I also feel like to puke. However I manage to arrived there 5minutes before the interview.

Right after I reached there, Lawrence was the first I saw and he greeted me. "How are you today?", he said. "I'm not feel so well. Honestly I got stomachache", I replied.

"Do you want to go to toilet first?"

"It's ok. I have it before but I still got stomachache. However I thinks it should be no problem"

"So, are you ready for the interview?"

"Err..err..actually.."

"Ok, let have a seat"

Lawrence and I seat at chairs near the entrance door. I said to him that I am grateful that he accepted me, hired me for the job. I know now a days, it is difficult to get a job. But actually.. "This is not what you want. It that right?", he said. Yes, this is not what I want.

"I see. It's ok. When do you suppose to start with us?"

"13 Oct, after Raya"

"Ok, you don't have to worry. Go home and think slowly. Think what you want and what you have to do. There are so many job out there. So you still got much time to find one. But if you want to be with us, let me know on 1st Oct."

"Is it ok with you? Am I dissappoint you? So what about the interview?"

"No. No, don't borther about that. It is ok. This is normal. Think about yourself. What you want.. I'll handle for that."

Lawrence, he so understanding..

spend for commencement ceremony

In the previous post, I said that I'm going to buy a tudung to match with my "kebarung" at Selayang Mall. Unfortunately, right after I arrived at the shop in the mall, I was so disappointed because the shop is closed. I got no idea when to get a tudung at Jln Masjid India since we were going to my father's hometown in the evening. However, my mother said that we can have the tudung at Sungai Besar. Yes, my mother was right! We went to Arked Man at Sungai Besar before we came back home from the hometown. I bought two tudung; one for my commencement ceremony and another just for my collection. I was not hesitated to buy the tudung because it is only RM29.90 for bawal 1 with bright shining crystal. I believed it is worthy!

cOnvOcaTioN iS aRouNd thE cOrneR

I'm so excited lately because my convocation day is around the corner. Next week will be the day. Today I'm going to Selayang Mall to buy a tudung for my convocation. I'm also going to Bank Islam to pay for a package of convocation frame. I'm so excited that I will have my degree certificate because after that the process of hunting job will be going better.

Even though now I have a job waiting for me, but I need to find another job because I'm not feeling okay with the job waiting. I'm worry about the location of the office that shared the same building with petrol station;Shell. I thanked Allah that last two days Andy from PA called me said that the job will be start on 13th Oct. So I got much time for me to find another job.

Duty Report : 22nd September

Cess ingatkan ada la second interview, penat aje menggelabah. Hahaha.. tp bagus gak la xyah membodohkan diri dpn interviewer. Sampai sana 1jam lebih awal dari masa yang Mr.Lawrence tetapkan. Selamba je la, dh sampai lgpun kan.. Tunggu jap dalam 5minutes, signed Letter of Agreement..pastu balik. Amek masa 25minutes je kat situ. Eh,abah tunggu la! Ye...ye xyah buang duit amek teksi p stesen LRT Taman Jaya. Abah bawa p Kota Kemuning, p office VPM jap. Kul 12:15 balik umah ngn abah.
smpat snap 1 photo kt office VPM

I sHouLd hAvE a GreaTfuL hEarT

About an hour ago, I got a call from Mr. Lawrance regarding to the interview yesterday. It's suprising me because yesterday he said that we will know the result of the interview on next week. Besides, I think this is so early for me know the result today.

It's sound grateful that I am selected to join the company but in the same time it's also kind of litle burden in my heart. That is because the salary is less than I got from TeleTech. PA were considered me as a fresh graduate, therefore I will got 'big' salary. Yeah, whatever! At least I got a job waiting for me. But the most burden that I feel is I still hoping that I could join Sony =(.

On this coming Monday, I will have a second interview with PA's HR at 11:30. I should be grateful that I got a job.

oPss, I DiD iT aGaiN!!!

I went to an interview this morning as I said in previous post. My brother sent me to the Professional Advantage office in PJ. We got no difficulties to find the office eventhough I never been there before.

From the Federal Highway, we took the Jalan Barat exit and went straight down. We saw the Tenaga Nasional building on the left and the Amcorp Mall on the right. We went straight down to a roundabout and went 12 O'clock to reach Wisma Yan on the left. I reached the office at 09:30 and met Mr. Lawrance Annies.

Mr. Lawrance welcomed me and gave a form to fill in. It is a biodata form that I need to fill as well as my resume. After finished to fill in the form, I walked into the interview room since there was no one else to have an interview except me. The interview went for about 15 minute and only God knows why I was not nervous. I took it easy and manage not to feel any pressure.

However, it is not so good interview session. Maybe I was not take it seriously. Gee, I even said something that took myself down. What happen to my confident? Self-esteem?

sony..sony

I'm going to have an interview tomorrow morning for helpdesk agent. In my heart, I still hoping that I will be selected to join Sony. I dream a job in a production line in manufacturing field. Since the helpdesk agent position will be starting on September, I get a month to wait for reply from Sony. All I think now is about to work with Sony and the voice; "please give me a chance,Sony" is bugging me all the time.

Customer Service again...

I got a call from Kumar; an agent from Right Search, about a job opportunity in PJ. The job is in IT field, and also a customer service job. The company will start hiring on September but now on their started to look for candidates. Based on Kumar speaking, they are interested with my background in customer service job. They are now looking for ladies to work with them since they had got many guys. Eventhough I am not very interested with the customer service job, but I think I should give a try since nowadays it is not easy for us to get our dream job. I will go for an interview on Thursday at 10:00 in PJ near the Amcorp Mall.

asyik kena berhenti aje...xpe,pengalaman tu

lately,I'm quite busy with school and tuition. pg ngajar kt sekolah,ptg n mlm ngajar kt tuition. tp baru kje 4hari kt sekolah,dh kna berhenti. ermm..pengetua ckp jodoh xpnjang. hehehe.. the problem is dari tarikh mula berkhidmat smpai 15hb Ogos ni,aku cuma ade 26hari je sedangkan syarat supaya jabatan pendidikan blh byr ialah sekurang2nya 28hari. so nk wat cmne,klu teruskan jugak sekolah xmampu nak bayar gaji aku. PIBG dh la xde duit sejak kerajaan buat peraturan baru. nk xnk today is the last day. sbnrnye mmg nk la,xkesah pun. bkn sombong,bkn memilih tp jiwa aku bkn ke arah bidang ni. lain dgn ngajar kt tuition sbb aku anggap tu hobi je.

TeleTech Memories...sob sob =`(

I have been terminated from TeleTech for about 2 weeks. It is not my fault nor TeleTech for the termination. TeleTech lost one of the bigger client. Since my colleagues and I were new in the company and we were also still undergoing training, we were the first group that been 'kick' by TeleTech. Personally, I don't feel bad about it and take it as an experience in my life. Besides, I thank to TeleTech that had give me an opportunity to gain knowledge and experience during the training program. I will miss my colleagues and my trainers;AJ and Izam. I have good time with all of them.

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